bad bad CNY..BAD....

today quite busy..till 7 i just getting free.. took my bath... and have a rest there..
start to feel lonely..nobody that i can refer to... becoz i not wish to be anybody's burden.. tired to say... just can say if he felt that i was his burden, let him felt unhappy, i have no idea for that.. just felt so sad... the things i always do count nothing... one sentence of words can all denied my effort.. felt disappointed...sien~~ angry angry o.. how mad or angry i for, i always process my words so not more than limited... now he said i should find new??????????

why he can always say something out before thinking it properly..? although there maybe whose fault or even my fault, he should not say so.. should care of ur girl's feeling... BASIC THING.. maybe i was not enough... to let someone feel worth to do so..

haih~~donno how to say say le... huh... always let it let it... Ok le...
he should say something to me again.. or just LET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nEw yEaR nEw LIfe nEw tHinkinG NeW EnjOy...

2009..... is coming le.... i become old again...:( wanna 21 years old le... felt bad...:(
need to say goodbye to 2008.... still around 4 years to finish my studies... quite long or can say it quite short... maybe after wake up from sleeping, everything can be gone too fast....
many things can be different everyday after wake up...
anything unhappy or sad event, all can be passed easy... just depend on one's thinking...
this year 2009, still around 362 days to go... hope everyday can be the happy day and enjoyable day... my wish for new year 2009, is wish ah bui can get all his things or studies smooth and my relationship can always be sweet and happy till endless... and my studies all can be smooth and enjoy o...:P and can always stay pretty and can even more slim slim...
and let me have the best determination to keep fit...50kg...my target.. must keep it before cny...
yeah yeah...now 51kg... must keep it...:P