mY loNELY dAys...

after three weeks short holidays, i need to face my schooling days with low mood... why other Uni liFe students have more holidays than us? not fair at all.. :)
for my three week holidays, i enjoyed it much.. many activities that had done such as playing badminton, jogging and eating...
the holidays too short.. and everything is in unwell manner...
haih~~
sometime girls will think much than boys because they would like spend more time with bf.. but boys are different, they usually like to spend the days with friends.. maybe that's the reason why girls will think much than the boys..
girls like the feeling being care so they will always complain when there is less care from bf.. actually simple care or simple console will let girls feel happy and positive in thinking.. girls are easily to be fullfilled..
but usually boys forget to care much for their gf.. when one relationship more long, it will totally need knowledge to maintain.. because they will feel like "u should understand this and that".. but would they ever think even a plant also need the long term of water, nutritious and care from the owner? "gen he kuan"there is a relationship.. :)

different perception different thinking...

i admit that i have changed a lot when the relationship is growing.. from childish to mature..
if the things cant even come to proper manner, maybe there is the problem occur between us.. from the interaction of two weeks, i slowly realize ur big pi qi, bad tempered... i admit that i cant handle or face ur pi qi as well... the thing happen at the eye of the malaysia, i believe there will be the repeated events... if we really cant have a balance ruler, maybe we should discuss what can there be for the best solution... :( because something is for forever, if cant, we should make proper solution early... i appreciate all this...

friendship forever...

maybe i'm the one who like to straight for my feeling, words and action... but now i start to think that it's not necessary for me to keep it in a big society...
sometimes i felt myself too stubborn... why not just take it easy?? maybe i should start to learn to do it...
communication between friends needs a big knowledge... we should tolerant to each other to avoid any quarrel or misunderstanding...
earth is too big... but we meet it by chance..why don't we try to appreciate the chance that giving by GOD?? before this, i not really know to evaluate this statement.. but start today, i have learn to be more tolerant and always lend a hand to those that need us....
before i wrote this blog, i was in mad and aggressive, but now i success to make myself calm down.. think back of what we were having before this... is that worth for me to care so much??
maybe sometime my words hurt someone without realize, just hope to say apologize to them.. i said so because i appreciate the friendship that we ever had... the chance that had given by GOD...
hopefully GOD can always besides me, support me and help me... May GOD bless all of us...
thanks... ^^

today is thurday...wrote before o_O ming ming..

now i felt quite tired..just finished with my packaging of bag... prepare to go kl tomolo to spend my weekend.. after that, we will go genting highland on saturday... quite a fully weekend... i plan to buy many many many things.. but this time i need to make my budget.. "think before buy"... who asked me waste a lot at jusco's sale last few days... anyway, i will still enjoy my shopping and eating... i plan to buy babe milo's purse, schoolbag, most probably my formal clothes and skirts, pretty blouse somemore, shoes and many many more... the most important is enjoy the delicious food at "food and tea" at kl...
friday, i will down kl to shopping first...then the next day, i will go genting highland to play whole day... then down kl..and on sunday, plan to go cameron o...(this's still in considering) either stay at kl till monday or go cameron till monday... depend on mood at that moment...
still around one week, the semester holiday is approaching... quite excited for the holiday and my PBS(pengalaman berasaskan sekolah)... i want to eat mee kampua at jpj there, golok mee at yi fa, nasi lemak and mee goreng at yee sing, laksa king at wen wen's cafe, sugarbun, and kueh tiao soup at Rong guan's cafe..and my "hua seng tang" and "tauhu hua" at market there.. and many many more...haih~~gonna become ah bui again.. make new record on my history... 51kg to 56kg? ohhh no... better 51-52kg enough le... must make a strong determination on it... 52kg..
i want eat cake..blueberry cake..yam cake... many satay donut... see....why the food i liked must be in katagoried of high calories foods o..? ngong...:)

after this semester holiday, my exam also will be around.. quite a short and busy sem.. hopefully everything can be smooth and nice as what i wish for... :P

i wish everything will be in good and sweet manner..as long as we appreaciate of what we had.. and try hard to maintain it... sure GOD will beside us always...:) Gan BA teH,YA... the future will be brighter as we thought...

staRtiNG my U life again...

after cny, i need to take my time for my studies lo.. need to be concentrate... need to struggle... and need to strive hard... in order to follow it... my subject have>> falsafah pendidikan malaysia, tamadun islam dan asia, perkembangan kanak-kanak, prasekolah1 &2, english, kokurikulum... i need to sit exam for all of this papers... haih~~ no wonder how am i going to face... ( gan ba teh lo..)

around one month more, i will back my hometown again for my holiday and PBS( pengalaman belajar di sekolah) which is more challenge that i think... i felt excited but also felt afraid that i cant handle it as well... ( hopefully god will always besides me... and protect me to let all the things are going smoothly...) i like challenge coz it always let ppl to grow more mature and wiser...

and i target to buy a "PSP" and " DIGITAL CAMERA"... camera for my assignment... and psp for my leisure time... need save money lou... when just can i buy them... i wish to go kl also.. now wait suitable timing and suitable person to accompany me...

hope everything will be smooth as i wish.... be STRONG and ToUGH... Gan ba teh...ping ping...

bad bad CNY..BAD....

today quite busy..till 7 i just getting free.. took my bath... and have a rest there..
start to feel lonely..nobody that i can refer to... becoz i not wish to be anybody's burden.. tired to say... just can say if he felt that i was his burden, let him felt unhappy, i have no idea for that.. just felt so sad... the things i always do count nothing... one sentence of words can all denied my effort.. felt disappointed...sien~~ angry angry o.. how mad or angry i for, i always process my words so not more than limited... now he said i should find new??????????

why he can always say something out before thinking it properly..? although there maybe whose fault or even my fault, he should not say so.. should care of ur girl's feeling... BASIC THING.. maybe i was not enough... to let someone feel worth to do so..

haih~~donno how to say say le... huh... always let it let it... Ok le...
he should say something to me again.. or just LET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nEw yEaR nEw LIfe nEw tHinkinG NeW EnjOy...

2009..... is coming le.... i become old again...:( wanna 21 years old le... felt bad...:(
need to say goodbye to 2008.... still around 4 years to finish my studies... quite long or can say it quite short... maybe after wake up from sleeping, everything can be gone too fast....
many things can be different everyday after wake up...
anything unhappy or sad event, all can be passed easy... just depend on one's thinking...
this year 2009, still around 362 days to go... hope everyday can be the happy day and enjoyable day... my wish for new year 2009, is wish ah bui can get all his things or studies smooth and my relationship can always be sweet and happy till endless... and my studies all can be smooth and enjoy o...:P and can always stay pretty and can even more slim slim...
and let me have the best determination to keep fit...50kg...my target.. must keep it before cny...
yeah yeah...now 51kg... must keep it...:P

the first day at pulau langkawi o...:P

erm....today's 28-09-08...
quite a interesting and exciting day... we took around 2 hours to reach pulau langkawi by boat..
very very bad luck that i "terpicik" something smelly when i was in the house... BAD LUCK............
but this didnt effect any of my mood for the trip... we rent iswara car for two days.... cost around rm 80...
for our first day...haha...what to say... quite a strange situation for us that we took around 1 and the half hour to reach our hotel.. awana poto malai... really quite far away from the jety that we reached... but the outlook of the hotel not too bad seem it was three star enough.. got " fu gui" fish around the hotel... really look "gao gui" and pretty... after we checked in, we started our journey.. the first situation was "telaga tujuh"..which looked pretty with the view... but it couldnt compare with the "waterfall" at miri which i ever visited when i was in form 5... haha...
becoz of the weather didnt allow us to go visit the beach... as i known, got white sand beach... and black sand beach.. really wish to see it... and take back the sand as memorable things... we ate our lunch at "fei ma jia xiang cai"... really worth and yummy.. the most weird thing was the tauke nion was "FU CHOW"....my mu yu... she suddenly shocked us with her fu chow words.. haha...we said many which ge bo ge bo one...hahahaha... quite shy shy de..

our dinner was ramadan foods... got langkawi adam balik...with jagung de.. really like it o.. just cost rm 2.50 only... while the beef burger just cost around rm 1 nia... how cheap it was?? haha...

we reached our hotel at around 9.30pm... and i very wish for the tomolo journey.... yahoo...
need wake up at around 6pm o..haha... hopefully can o...:P
today trip let me memorize and learned many things...

we can choose how we live? either happy or sad?
we should appreciate any chance that we have... coz the chance maybe just once for whole life...
we should learn to tolerante with each others..so that anything can be beautiful...

i think it's time for me to sleep le.. or really cant wake up on time le...
ah bui, i dont want wait u le...hahaha...who asked ur mouth too bad...:P :P