sad day.. sad!!!

that day was wednesday, 17-09-2008.
we gonna woke up early at about 6am. but finally i woke up at about 6.30pm. a little bit tired that i felt. then we went to town to take something. and then we went to eat donut. very yummy yummy. and the drink which was chocolate iced drink. ate around rm 20 more. we spent our day at the restaurant while wait the time. i felt very cold that morning. so needed to wear my red jacket in order to feel more comfortable. we did not say much about anything. but the things that i still remembered was the case being bullied. he bullied me... he was bad... he....
the time was coming near. we went to puduraya by taxi. then we waited till bus approached. around 1.30pm, the bus came. how sad i felt this time seemed i knew it would be the last time we met. the next meet would be 2 years or maybe 3 years more. but nothing else i can do to change all of this. the things i can do is support..agree..let go... coz i cannot selfish just becoz i dont want. today, got ppl said something let me think more of it. how would the situation was if i send him to airport too...? would i tight him? would i smile at him? or would i do as what my friend suggested.. bom the airport, dont let him go??? the answer maybe the first one or second or neither one of them... but i start to regret that i never send him for the last day.. even one hug i also satisfied..at least i can be the last one he saw before he went... :(:(

today was 19-09-08...
we had our schooling till 12.15pm... after that we walked back to hostel as soon as possible in order to save time for our preparation to the town at 1pm... i took my bath when i reached room at hostel... without wasting any time, i wore my clothes and prepared to go out...
ya..1pm was approached... we took taxi to the bank and took money...then i accompanied my sister to go the "hua yue"... we took about half an hour to reach there... actually we planned to go ipoh parade to eat kopitiam de.. but nobody was willing to accompany me.. finally we decided to eat around the shop there.. we ate ngai choi gai... still ok.. then we jiu back le..
nothing special happen.. after took my bath, i online till now lor... waiting...waiting... waiting...
this is what i can do now...:( :(
that's all for tonite.. i may offline at 12pm le....good nitez everybody...