moodless day....

today i woke up quite early just in order to find some information for my assignment and presentation.. the reason was because the line's more good in early of the morning.. seldom people used it...
i had my spiritual cereal drink with my wholemeal bread and some biscuits.. quite a cold day.. because last night was raining heavily.. besides, the sun had been hidden by clouds... :P
i prefer the weather like this instead of hot day... because not need explore to the sun... i hate sunlight cause it would make my skin look more dark.. :P

after took drink, i started to search for my needed information.. then, i printed flight information.. after got the lesson from the past, it wont happen anymore.. i would be more alerts... just like the event of my purse... :)

but, what's a bad printer which had wasted my valuable time.. it's getting problem.. luckily after half an hour, finally i success cure its problem by cleaning the catridge... how clever am i?? :P

after that, i started to watch movie by relaxing... :) but not more exciting movie for me to watch.. i just can choose some common movie to watch just in virtue to spend the time... how bored i felt?
suddenly, my handphone's ringing.. i just received his message.. now i just realize waiting and waiting can become meaningless... slowly... waiting wont bring any meaningful to me...
how come someone will forget to reply me even that someone knew i'm waiting? haih~~
play should have a limit... enjoy should have a limit... even the excuse should have a limit...
forgot is the best answer to passing all the limit... :(

actually i tried to accept all of this... but just sometime i still felt angry.. eh.. not.. is mad... cause why could i face all of this but he never think to change..? sometimes i angry.. then nothing le.. let it be.. not represent i not care... just i more care ur feeling... then sometimes i let it be...
but why dont u care my feeling? and dont keep repeating it?? am i ask more from it?
i can choose to mai hiu u.. but i think it will make both of us feeling unhappy.. so, i tried to use other method... let it..let it...
or i can choose to treat u so... but i wont do so.. cause i know what's the bad feeling u will feel if i treat u so.. so, i never like to "yi ya huang ya"...


maybe u will think it small case... maybe just gals will think much of this... because they more care how's their bf care them, treat them, love them... this's the best answer to answering all the Q appeared in ur mind..

maybe after i wake up tomolo morning, i forgot all of this le... cause usually i like to express my mood or feeling or thinking through blog, cause i will forget all of the bad things that ever happenned... :)

ok lor...good nitez... i will be better soon.. :)