"Nan Guo" de yi tian...Thinking.....

erm.. today's july of 7.. all things like usual.. having class, taking nap, watching movie, colouring.. and add one new >thinking..
i would like to think clearly.. what i want actually from it? is there possible to get "wei qu" from it? for the first time, i could think it as careless mistake..but if continuosly, i should think it as mistakes which had done without thinking to change.. the one who more care others' feeling and opinion than u, it enough to evident that u are not important and even spaceless in somewhere.. i dont like to make myself in dilemma, so i choose to tolerante, let it.. when the things keep on happening, i just realise that tolerante wont solve the problem or recover the situation..
i always try to stand in ur situation or stand to think, but u never even try to do so for me..
when u need time for other activity or plan, i will just let it coz i know u long time not play and enjoy with friends.. or u can just broke ur promise becoz u need to accompany friends at outside... this doesnt a big matter or problem for me.. coz i know u need enjoy and play with them..
but, why i never felt like u can stand in my point of view?
the thing happenned for first time, apologize is effective and could let other to accept that maybe's ur mistake.. but apologize without changing, is more hurt becoz people believe it wont happen next time and not keep happening...
if u wish other to understand u, u need take time and care more for her... never think that she should understand u becoz u have been so long with her... time without experienced together is count nothing... interact less mean know less...
responsible is important.. the words or promise u had said should be fullfilled.. becoz this's what u promised... never play play with the somethings that girls think it seriously..

after i express all this, i also think will there possible for me to think it so much or complicated? maybe i dont know the answer.. but i just knew if always keep everything in ur heart or hide it somewhere, it will let u feel even more painful or make the situation worst...

i choose to let everything in clear so others can understand my feeling, thinking and condition..
everything would be clear if u say out everything.. never expect others can guest or understand becoz we are just human...

maybe after few days or weeks, when i look back this blog, maybe i will feel weird why i would write such content for my blog.. becoz this's what happenned for my past blogs.. :)

i believe everything would be ok, fine coz i believe life will always like weather's changing... :)